30 Something, Mum and Abused.

Hi, I’m Poppie, I am 30 something, a mum and I’m being abused by my Fiancé. I’m currently living in a homeless house after being made homeless by my own family.
I feel alone and iv never told anyone the extent of my abuse and what me and my kids have to live with.
So this is my diary (A App is easier to hide than a book).
I don’t want sympathy, this is so others know they are not alone. And this time! I’m determined not to go back!

• Unblock Contact?
  Confirm. Iv got no choice yet again, she’s managed to get me to unblock her! “MUMMMMMM!!!!! Kyles mum wants you on the phone” Fuking great that’s the abusers brothers Girlfriend…Continue reading “Unblock Contact?”
• I need my car back!
  This bus malarkey is NOT for me. First of all we are all soaking wet! We have to walk 20 mins to drop the eldest off at school first asContinue reading “I need my car back!”
• She has sent me a letter.
  1 2 miss just 2, Berries and Cheeries Bulmers. I wasnt going to have a drink but here i am 4 Bulmers down (Thats all i bought). The abuser sentContinue reading “She has sent me a letter.”
• What Happened Last weekend?
  Its 2:45am 2nd November and my alarm is ringing down my ear. ”OH SHITTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!” i jump up and run down stairs nearly killing myself tripping as i do so. ”GETContinue reading “What Happened Last weekend?”
• I love you.
  I miss you so much, I just want you to come home and cuddle me. I miss you so much, my chest is hurting, iv never felt a connection withContinue reading “I love you.”
• I love her.
  I’m drunk now, kids are asleep. But I miss her, I love her so much. More than anyone iv ever loved. I never wanted her for money, I never wantedContinue reading “I love her.”