I’m drunk now, kids are asleep. But I miss her, I love her so much. More than anyone iv ever loved. I never wanted her for money, I never wanted her for anything other than love. My chest hursts so bad. This is what people don’t understand, i love her, I crave her. How will I get over her? I know I have to. For me and my kids. But she’s my other half. She’s my whole world. She is my sage blanket.